Carolyn Moos says she had no idea her longtime boyfriend Jason Collins was gay. In the Sports Illustrated piece featuring his coming out announcement Collins wrote "When I  was younger I dated women,I even got engaged.I  thought I had to live a certain way.I thought I needed to marry a woman and raise kids with her". Moos however says she didn't know about Jason and only found out  a couple days before the world did. Carolyn tells TMZ that  she never once suspected Collins was gay  until he revealed everything this past weekend and said his homosexuality was the real reason he ended the relationship with her. " It's very emotional for me as a woman to have invested eight years in my dream to have a husband, a soul mate and a best friend in him". Carolyn says she cares about Jason and only wants the best for him,"I want Jason to be happy inside and out".