Chris Brown Discusses Negativity, His Struggles & Relationship With God in Open Letter [PHOTO]
Chris Brown is going through it. The mercurial heartthrob has been struggling with a myriad of issues, especially in the area of love. The singer, never one to shy away from expressing his thoughts on social media, used his Instagram to voice his troubles and struggles with everything pertaining to his life. Sound off, Chris.
"I'm Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see," the 26-year-old writes.
Brown continues to reveal his relationship with God and how his own negativity has played a part in his downfall. "I talk to God a lot now. He's given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it's like to be a young black 'n----' in America. I always see the good in people even when they don't see it. I love others more than myself at times," he states. "Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what's inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed."
Earlier this week, Brown was embroiled in a little controversy after calling out model Tyson Bedford for hanging out with his ex-girlfriend Karrueche Tran. Tyson responded to his threats and later, CB apologized for his behavior and "light skin tendencies."
Despite dealing with a whirlwind of issues, the embattled singer is hoping to reverse his fortune. Let's hope Chris can find eternal happiness and continue to make great music for us to enjoy.
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